APRIL 24, 2019

The fact is that William is the "last hold out." He's the last and only child who still wants to be with his "Dad!" He is the only child who still says "I love you. I miss you." He is the last child who wants "to go home to Guam." Thus Leone has to break him. First, by medicating him so he is too tired to talk to me at 7pm on our court ordered calls, which has now often been the case. But the real thing is to keep me from getting custody of William and taking him home to Guam so she can say "See, you father doesn't really want you, etc." She knows that William doesn't understand why I can't just come and get him. She also knows that she can beat the hell out of him, which she does, and then let William go and cry to me, and then he sees that I don't come and rescue him, which supports her story all the more to William. But William has been hanging on. He keeps telling me: Mom is lying to me. Mom is lying to me. But now with the medication he can't hardly talk to me at all. He's hanging on. He knows I love him. But now that he's being medicated into being a zombie, I don't know how long he can hang on. Thank you. I just needed to share. I am so frustrated that I have NOT been able to get any of these facts into court.